real housewives, the real housewives, bethenny frankel, real housewives of new york, the real housewives of new york, my brain is not turned on, tired, sleepy, exhausted, exhaustion, tiring, bored, boredom, boring, not thinking, bad day, ugh, fml, fuck my life, i can't think, distracted, distracting, distraction, i don't know, idk, idgi, i don't get it, confused, confusing, confusion