lilly singh, a trip to unicorn island, red carpet, interview, i'm not ready, not ready, anticipate, anticipation, anticipating, i am not ready, i can't, i can't even, i cannot, i don't, i don't even, dread, dreading, my body's not ready, anxious, anxiety, flabbergasted, speechless, i have no words, no words, caught off guard, surprise, surprised, shock, shocked, shocking