lost girl, lauren lewis, zoie palmer, doccubus, i dunno i was just sitting there realizing how everyone around lauren is kind of fantastical and strong and powerful, and she's just the human, and without bo she's completely alone, bo is the only one who pays attention to her the only one who cares, and she consistently feels unworthy and mediocre and how does someone like bo love someone like her, and the pain that in the end she can't actually be good enough for her it's not just an insecurity it's a fact, and then i started to cry because i wish i never started watching this fucking television show just take it away from me please, i don't deserve this kind of pain